woah

A while ago I went down to visit my mum because I hadn't seen her in quite a long time. We just had lunch together sharing the table with a young couple up from Byron Bay and also an old prune Chinese couple. Afterwards we went back to her place and I chilled out on the couch with the airconditioning, being fed various grapes and apples and I found it to be entirely relaxing. I really need to go down to see my mum some more.

I also hinted to her about May, and her response was that it's quite amazing that I have found someone who has domesticated me so fast. Just about 2 months ago, I was there telling another friend that I don't see myself getting sucked into any type of relationship. That wasn't me. Along came May, and she changed everything. If I could count the thousands of small things about her that make me so happy I would. But when put on the spot like that I tend to have a complete mind blank. She's starting to believe that I don't like her, or that I am playing her since I keep so much so close to my heart, but that's the way that I have always been and it's one of those things that I will always have to work on. It's harder than I thought to just open my heart..

We're now rapidly approaching the first month that my new job cibo has been opened. It's been a bit up and down lately. We're coming up to a staff meeting this Sunday and a fair few issues will be fleshed out. Most particularly, the structure of our work-teams and people's areas of responsibilities will be determined. With more people being elevated to shift supervisor/team leader positions etc, we'll probably see most of this stuff being fixed. It's not exactly the type of business where the bosses don't care. So things will be set in motion and maybe some deadwood cut adrift.