Woah slacker

So what's happened lately..

On Wednesday it is the 1month anniversary of the burgeoning love between May and I. It's been fantastic, and it's also been very challenging actually. To tell the truth I have been quite horrible in relationships due to an overwhelming cynicism about the other person in all of my life. It's only been with this particular girl, this one person where I have been able to open up and show my real feelings. I don't know what it is about her that makes me do this, but there is something about the two of us that is really special and I don't know how to describe it. Other people can ask me, or I can ask myself, or she can ask me. But I guess basically the easiest way to say it is that I trust her implicitly, always have and I feel like there is a need to be there beside her and to comfort her and to make her happy. I don't get so many new feelings with any other girl, and I don't want to share myself with any other girl. It's young love and it's very early stages but it's here finally.