Two months of Mayfever and no signs of respite..

So today marked our two month anniversary and we've had some very interesting times so far.
May managed to meet my mum and her partner when she got back from Hong Kong- and she won instant approval with the folks. My mum even suggested that May had better eyes than I. I didn't know how to take that at first. When I was younger, what scared me was how potent my 'phoenix-eyes' have been with every older Hong Kong lady(age 40+) . They'd swarm and ooh and aah and babble a lot of shit for about 5min before dispersing. For mum to pay that compliment, well.... wow. The funny thing is that I just happened to spring that day on May, and she had a panic attack and really, I've never seen anything cuter. I've also never seen anyone pull it off so well. Bravo :)

In the two months that we've been together, there have been some fairly emotional times as well. Let's just say that the family is not supportive, and the ex-boyfriend has been insidious. I've been putting out fires left, right, and centre for the past two months, and it's only now that May is finally starting to build more belief in herself to be able to start shrugging off all the negativity that's around her. The old me of 6 months ago or more would have just said, fuck it. The new me of today says, it's been worth it. Interesting change, but moreso, May really is worth it.

Tonight we shared a very special kiss, the 2month anniversary kiss. I've always considered a kiss to be something special, something important. Until now, with all except one previous girl, I've never actually liked kissing them. Really I'm not a fan of kissing, even on-the-cheek pecking unless I am really familiar with them. That's a bit of an indication of how cold my family was under my father. Now that he's out of the picture and I converse with my mum a bit more, I find we are much warmer as a family. However the damage from that period still remains but I'm not over my kiss-on-the cheek frigidness.